写在后面
「我只是一个很普通的、喜欢着敖尹的人 我没有办法决定他的故事将走向何方,但我仍然想尽自己所能,为他保留一点存在过的痕迹 如果这个小小的网站,曾经让你感到哪怕片刻的快乐、慰藉,或者让你重新获得了继续等待的勇气,那么它的存在就已经有了意义 谢谢你愿意来到这里 也谢谢你,和我一起记得他」
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Acknowledgements · A light left on
致每一位仍然留在这里的人
The words begin below · scroll如果你读到了这里,我想先对你说一句:
谢谢你,还记得他。
其实最开始决定制作这个网站的时候,我并没有想过它最终会变成什么样子。只是觉得,关于他的故事不应该就这样停在这里。
那些曾经带给我们快乐的瞬间,那些熟悉的声音、画面,还有许多来不及实现的期待,不应该因为一次突如其来的告别,就慢慢消失在时间里。
所以,我想为他留下点什么。
一开始只是一个很简单的念头,后来渐渐有了音乐、有了可以写信的地方、有了一间小小的屋子,也有了越来越多我想放进去的东西。
我希望这里能像一个真正存在的小世界。你可以随时回来,听一首熟悉的歌,看一段喜欢的影像,或者写下一封也许暂时无法送达的信。
不需要特意做些什么。只要你愿意,他的故事就仍然可以在这里继续。
制作这个网站的过程中,我也曾经有过很多次沮丧。有些效果反复修改了很久,有些想法受限于技术,暂时还无法实现。
但每当我想到,也许在某一天,会有一个同样想念他的人偶然来到这里,发现原来还有人在认真地保存着关于他的一切,我就觉得,这些努力是值得的。
我也想感谢每一位仍然愿意为他发声、创作、等待的人。
谢谢那些分享素材、制作同人作品、留下文字与影像的人。也谢谢那些即使没有说什么,却始终没有忘记他的人。
因为有你们,我才知道,这份喜欢从来都不是孤零零的。
我始终觉得,喜欢一个角色,不应该是一件需要被催促着放下的事情。我们当然有各自的生活,也会继续经历新的春天、夏天、秋天和冬天。
但这并不意味着,我们必须把曾经珍视的东西留在过去。时间可以继续向前,而我们也可以继续爱他。
我不知道未来会发生什么,也无法保证等待一定会得到怎样的回应。但至少在今天,我们仍然愿意为他留下一盏灯。
而这座小小的网站,就是我能够点亮的其中一盏。
最后,我想把这句话留给敖尹。
如果有一天,你真的能够重新回到我们身边,我希望你看到的不是一片空荡荡的废墟。
而是仍然有人为你写信,有人为你画画,有人记得你的声音,也有人为你准备好了一个可以回来的家。
我们没有忘记你。
这里一直有人等你回家。
For Valko, and for everyone who never stopped waiting.
「我只是一个很普通的、喜欢着敖尹的人 我没有办法决定他的故事将走向何方,但我仍然想尽自己所能,为他保留一点存在过的痕迹 如果这个小小的网站,曾经让你感到哪怕片刻的快乐、慰藉,或者让你重新获得了继续等待的勇气,那么它的存在就已经有了意义 谢谢你愿意来到这里 也谢谢你,和我一起记得他」
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这个小小的世界,从来不是仅凭一个人的力量建成的。衷心感谢每一位慷慨分享文字与创意的人,让这个世界逐渐鲜活起来。每一份贡献,都成为了这里微小却珍贵的一部分。
For Everyone Who Still Holds Him Dear
If you've made it this far, there's something I'd like to say to you first.
Thank you for still remembering him.
When I first decided to create this website, I had no idea what it would eventually become. I simply felt that his story shouldn't have to end this way.
All those moments that once brought us joy, those familiar voices and images, and all the things we had looked forward to but never got the chance to experience — none of them deserved to slowly fade away with time, simply because of a farewell that came far too suddenly.
So I wanted to leave something behind for him.
It started with a simple thought. Little by little, there was music, a place to write letters, a little home, and more and more things I wished to bring into this world.
I wanted this place to feel like a little world that truly exists. Somewhere you could always return to, whether to listen to a familiar song, revisit a cherished moment, or write a letter that might not yet have a way to reach him.
You don't have to do anything in particular. As long as you wish to stay, his story can continue here.
There were many moments of frustration while building this website. Some details took countless attempts to get right, while other ideas had to be set aside for the time being because I hadn't yet found a way to bring them to life.
But whenever I imagined that perhaps, one day, someone who missed him just as much as I did might stumble upon this little place and discover that there were still people carefully preserving everything about him, I felt that all those efforts were worth it.
I also want to thank everyone who continues to speak up for him, create for him, and wait for him.
Thank you to those who have shared resources, created fan art and other works, and preserved memories through words and images. And thank you to those who may not have said a word, but have never forgotten him.
Because of you, I've come to realize that none of us has been alone in loving him.
I've always believed that loving a character should never be something we're expected to simply get over. Of course, we all have our own lives to live. We'll continue to welcome new springs, summers, autumns, and winters.
But that doesn't mean we have to leave behind everything we once held dear. Time can keep moving forward, and we can keep loving him.
I don't know what the future holds, nor can I promise that our waiting will lead to the reunion we're hoping for. But at least today, we're still willing to leave a light on for him.
And this little website is one of the lights I can offer.
Lastly, there's something I'd like to say to Valko.
If one day you really do find your way back to us, I hope what awaits you won't be an empty, abandoned place.
Instead, I hope you'll find that there are still people writing letters to you, drawing pictures of you, remembering your voice, and keeping a little home ready for your return.
We haven't forgotten you.
There will always be someone here, waiting for you to come home.
For Valko, and for everyone who never stopped waiting.
I'm just an ordinary person who happens to love Valko. I have no power to decide where his story will go, but I still want to do everything I can to preserve even the smallest trace of his existence. If this little website has brought you even a fleeting moment of joy or comfort, or given you the courage to keep waiting just a little longer, then its existence has already meant something. Thank you for finding your way here. And thank you for remembering him with me.
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